That’s it. All thirty-one pieces of art from Inktober. I framed them and put them above my desk.
It feels a bit weird, like I’m betraying my humble, working class heritage. We don’t go for vanity, or tootling your own horn, or any such drawing attention to yourself. I mean, they aren’t that good, and some of them a really bad. Nobody would buy them, and art is a waste of time, and you have to work hard to feed your family. I mean, you could put one or two of the best up, but not where anyone would see, except maybe family, who will love you anyway. You don’t want to get above yourself.
I turn fifty in a couple of months. My country is a dumpster fire. Human rights and social safety nets are being lost and cut like they’re made of tissue paper. (The really cheap stuff, from the dollar store.) Profit is God, and people are dying on it’s altar. Everybody I know is struggling to keep it together, sometimes just day-by-day. Including me.
I’m going to make Art. I’m going to draw and write my feelings. I spent thirty-one dollars at the dollar store for frames. I went to the library for books on graphic novel and comic book techniques. I’ve written three novels, have the notes for six more, and I’m going to keep working on them until they are ready to publish. I’m going to submit short stories to anthologies, and keep writing my blog, and… Keep screaming my words to the wind.
I don’t really know what else to do.
“The purpose of art is washing the dust of daily life off our souls.” Pablo Picasso